Am just nothing without them...

Had been home on the January 26th week end. A day off on Friday ensured that I had 4 long days at home in Karaikal. There was a strange peace and for the first time after being away from home for almost 3 years I wanted to just stay back.


There have been more fun filled holidays and short vacations before but I had a strange and strong urge to stay back. I just din't want to get back to my life in Bangalore. For the first time after so many years I just wanted to hug my mom and sleep. Lie down on papa's lap and watch the idiot box. I wanted to get pampered than ever before and become my parents' little daughter. For the first time I wished strongly if I could ever get back to my childhood. Wish I never grew up.


For the first time I sobbed and cried when I boarded the bus back to Bangalore.


For the first time I am feeling so home sick even after 3 days of getting back.


There were a lot of first times this time which I might never be able to pen down. And am not sure why. Just have one prayer to the Almighty... Please protect my parents well... I am just nothing without them...